December 2011
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things I have to do by next tuesday
fix portfolio (rewrite five warm-ups and two compositions)
buy ingredients for sushi making
practice sushi making and demonstrative speech on it
write up 12 christmas cards
do intro2busi project
schedule driving test
get mom to order jp btd as a christmas present for me…
November 2011
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Did I do something? Have I changed so much since I met you? Have I become an annoying prick? That’s probably it, right? I feel it, I feel like I am.
I’ve gotten so comfortable with all my friends here, I guess, that I’ve felt that I can just be whatever and they’ll understand or forgive me…
I guess my “true self” is just ugly, huh. I’m not really...
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Thinking back on when I was younger… I was a really gross kid.
My mom is right, everything I say is an excuse. Everything is just a fucking excuse. I use blame her telling me to make her sister a card to not do anything else, I use my “good” grades as an excuse to be lazy, I use my lack of a license as an excuse to not get a job.
My mom is right, I am lazy and can’t do anything. I don’t even know why I’m breathing right now, I...
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How do you get someone to stop telling you that they love you?
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As much as a delusional fangirl I am, I have never believed that “oppa with fall in love with me.” Or even think twice about me.
I can’t imagine being Woohyun’s girlfriend or whatever. I just can’t see it, as much as I’d like to.
Instead I see other people (((coughnoonefromtumblrrlycough))) because they seem to “love” him more than I do, and...
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I probably shouldn’t have said yes…
I’m feeling really bad about it now.
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I try to be the type of person I want to meet but then it just turns awkward because the type of person I want to meet is just not me… And then I question myself because what type of person am I?
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halloween story
so yea I ended up having to go to the farm place where the haunted hayride was via my mom. we got lost, tried to go down a muddy off road trail bc it had a huge ass sign that said freaking casola farms haunted hayride but it wasn’t the place and our van actually got stuck in the mud there. but literally five minutes later, three other cars drove up the muddy trail and ended up being the honors...
October 2011
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anons
I don’t understand why I can get so attached to these anons.
I feel dumb x-x Dumb that I get hurt when it seems like they’re slightly ticked off by me or don’t react to what I say in a positive way…
And then I say the dumbest things to them too, like I talk like I want to cyber fuck them or whatever = =
(which is pretty creepy imo but w/e I have needs!1!!!...
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I think it’s really nice that you’ve included me in this, but… I don’t want to be selfish or anything, but… what about me?
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…I wonder if even male type clothing from Korea would fit me ●_●
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