My mom is right, everything I say is an excuse. Everything is just a fucking excuse. I use blame her telling me to make her sister a card to not do anything else, I use my “good” grades as an excuse to be lazy, I use my lack of a license as an excuse to not get a job.
My mom is right, I am lazy and can’t do anything. I don’t even know why I’m breathing right now, I have no excuse to. I’m a failure in all that’s expected of me. I’m a waste of space, money, of time, of energy. I’m a fucking failure so I can’t use my excuse to help support my family to go on, that’s a joke of an excuse. Everyone would probably miss me for a second, but think of all the money you’d save guys!! No more wasting on my Korean pop obsession, for my ridiculous taste in clothes, for whatever the hell I ask for because apparently it’s too much.
There’s really nothing bad if they lost me, and that fact is sad but true. I’m going nowhere in life, so it’s alright. My life is just pointless.