Did I do something? Have I changed so much since I met you? Have I become an annoying prick? That’s probably it, right? I feel it, I feel like I am.

I’ve gotten so comfortable with all my friends here, I guess, that I’ve felt that I can just be whatever and they’ll understand or forgive me…

I guess my “true self” is just ugly, huh. I’m not really nice like I think I am, I’m not really as humble as I think.

To be honest, I don’t even understand why I’m getting so annoyed by this? I guess it’s most likely because I like attention. Well, I know that I don’t give a fuck about what strangers and random people think about me, but the people I consider to be my friend… Being ignored just really fucking hurts.

…It’s still probably my fault in the end. I don’t take care of my relationships enough, I guess. I guess.